Submitted by nessastooshort
(Source: mofogifs, via filthy-and-pretty)
And my recent post didn’t even make sense. Great.
It makes me want to cry at realizing how fat I truly am. Anyone can say they I’m skinny or I don’t need to lose weight but that’s not the point. I need to be able to see it and I need to accept myself and being skinny enough is the only know way how I could. It makes me sad though, no matter how much weight I lose, I’ll never be good enough and that alone makes me want to die. I can’t take being like this anymore. I’m embarrassed when I walk around and I know people look at me and think I’m out of control. I know. It makes me so sad.
I feel so fat. I’m disgusting like I can feel my body getting fatter by the second. It sounds fucking crazy but it’s like I can feel the fat cells grow and grow. I can grab rolls and rolls of fat. I hate my body and more importantly hate myself.
(Source: p-o-r-c-e-l-a-i-nc-a-s-t-l-e-s, via unsuccessful-s-u-i-c-i-d-e)
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